12/21/2024

today was not that good i think i was js mentally tired. awful body image today. i gained weight and noticed so many things abt me. i have a birthmark on my collar bone so ig im never wearing tank tops again. my cupids bow was so defined its so ugly why do i have one. i hate my nose so much im not even gonna explain. my eyes are drooping weird they look retarded. my hands look so disgusting theyre too big and dry and my fingers are fat and i keep biting my fingers so theres js random clots of blood on them and marks. my eyebrows look like cavemen brows i might js shave them off. i need a haircut i hate my hair its too long i also wish i had normal straight hair. its too much work to try to make my hair look good its a rats nest i broke a brush trying to comb through it. my eyebags make me look homeless. i wanna rip my skin off and switch it w my friends theyre all so pretty. i wish i was reborn as someone normal i hate how i dont look like the people at school. everyone talks normally without an accent and have normal face features i look like a foreigner. good night!